Gypsy souls, magic dust and life beyond the big 50.

The thing is, I want to do to do the right things for the right reasons. I don't want to be kind to someone who was/is important(?) to me only because I know that would be the ''right thing to do''. That's moralism talking in my head, and although the principles are good....I still have deeper principles speaking up inside. If you knew me well, from all your life, would you like me to be kind to you for the kindness sake or because deep down I would feel that kindness. How can one find the harmony of a given situation if your heart believes at the same time that different things are ''right''. Why does moralism and ''sense of should'' drive us away from our true principles. And dare I say it? Am I also afraid of karma, of consequences. Do I feel compeled to do good because I want my life to have a clean karma? And am I so horrible or am I just a normal human being who is more aware of their

Sometimes a bit of darkness is needed if one is to go back into the light. Do not fully embrace, but do not deny it. Accept it and allow yourself to deal with it. See the beauty in it, aknowledge the hardship of it, but come back into brighter territories.

  These were done the other day...the one very good winter day we got this year: clear blue skies, cold but no wind. I even had an icecream by the beach....in the warmth of my car...! Playing around with the toy camera effect...like it, it's pretty.

It's late and I am truly tired, but couldn't end this day without my post for the ''new era''. One of my last series....common but clouds always made me feel like I am able to fly and I am in need of some flying now! Wishing everybody and my own self a wonderful peaceful night with happy soothing dreams and a sweet waking up to something or someone you love. Be happy...I will do my very best!

So this blog has been going back and forward, but for some reason I still tend to come back here instead of starting a new blog. Have been looking everywhere for good sites to host photography blogs, and although I find some great ones, they all have limitations to them, which is annoying as I want somewhere where I can file my photography series as I create them. If each site only allows like ten series, I would then need a thousand sites to host all my series. Well....maybe not those many, though eventually I would.... Anyway, it's been a funny year for me, and although being a mum is still the most amazing thing ever that makes me feel blessed every single day like a thousand times a day (and I am not exagerating here), eventually life goes back to having some harder moments together with things you can not fully explain and all the ups and downs that go on in one's head as it is. All that joined with the cold weather, which seems to be unendable this year, it's taking